out of reach

Sometimes it feels out of reach
This, not my scene
Smash out full speed
All I see is green
No time to take it easy
If I look back
I'll miss what's in front of me
And I can't and I can't
Go out like them
Can't pout. can't swim
Might drown, can't get in
If I do, the demons win again
Can't give in. they on my shoulder know my weaknesses
Put one cup up put two cups up
I'm not trying to think
Got too much stuff
It's trying to fill the voids
I got a brand new ring
It didn't mean a thing to me
Can't bring it with me when I leave
They think I switched up like the leaves
It's better off I had to leave them
I'm a bigshot. Everybody hate me back home
I got a new watch
It makes me wanna say what I want
I'm the same guy as back then
But I got some shit to flaunt
The shit from back then still haunt me
Demons call my jack and they still want me
I won't, I won't
I won't give it up with ease
They want my soul
I'm not going
I do what I please
Tuh
Run me my cheese
Bring it back on repeat
Got a
Got a bag it's on me
Right up the stairs
Right to the checkered floor
I swear I want some more
I swear I can't stop
I'm trying to buy the store
You know what it's for
I'm putting it in sport
Never said that it would be so easy
Believe me
Believe me
Or delete me