The Last I Love You

[Verse]
From the first "I love you" to the last
God, how the time's passed
I knew it would either be by death or heartbreak
I broke a sweat and I felt the earth quake
We were fuckin' perfect for each other
Then there was another motherfucker
Found him undercover, I mean like literally under your covers
Helped me find a new me, a rougher me
Get in backyard fights, lit by the streetlights
A buffer me, hit the gym after we finish rewrites
A tougher me, from all the scars, the bruises, the blood
That spills and floods after I kill that dud
My father told me a woman is never to be taken for granted
And never to take advantage
But almost every girl I think I've ever been with has been damaged
In a way under the bandage
I just want to help you baby
Maybe I'm the one that's crazy, maybe
Yeah or maybe I'm not
I don't know who you are though lately
And that shit turned daily
But somehow now I'm out sailing on a boat
A million miles away from
Our old stomping ground by the cafe
Miss our old shopping rounds
But as they lay in the ground to decay
I cannot convey they way
I just wanted to say "I love you"
One last time before it got thrown away
And I lost my throne on that day