polar bear (tell dru i said hi)
I wish I was dead
I blew a kiss to the gun buried under my bed
This isn't normal says a stupid voice
From a dusty corner in my head
It comes in waves
It always feels the same
These thoughts they pour over me
I swear I'm going insane
I'm losing my confidence again
It's not fair to blame all my friends
It's getting hard to try to pretend
That I haven't grown to hate who I am
It's getting hard to try to pretend
I haven't grown to hate who I am