She's Taking Control

Never will I write
Just for the sake of it
But life is made
On a floor of exceptions
I’m stepping into
The darkest side
Of my
Creativity
She’s taking control
Over that body
She’s the most addictive
Drug in this party
She is losing control
Over that body
She is ruining everybody’s
Spotlight in the party
She is gaining control
She is gaining control
It’s been a long time
Since I watched TV
It’s been a long time
Since I put two decent lines together
It’s been a long time
Since I had a Coke
Satisfied with my fucking work
One, two, three, four!
She’s taking control
Of that body
She’s the most addictive
Drug in this party
She’s taking control
Ha… ha, ha!
She’s taking control
I am not me
I am just a representation
Of what is
Wrong in my head
You’re just a ghost of
What you were
And what you will ever be
Last second she was cherishing everyone
Breaking everyone's heart
Now she's feeling a bit nauseous
She has lost control
It is way better to suffer than pretend
Shocked from the comedown
All the time you could have been “she”
Overdosing in a stupid party
I am not me
I am just the
Illusion of me
Taking control
You are not you
You are just the
Form of the wish
Of what you want to be
I am done with
This nonsense
It is way better
To suffer than pretend
I am not me
I am just the
Illusion of me
Taking control