Opening Up

I seldom told you what it feels like
I used to keep it down, keep it low
Never liked to let my guard go down
I'm not the one who screams it all out

Put much prestige in nothing
Kept working on the fortress that I've built
My walls are thousand feet thick
Come on and help me raise them

Take it back, you described me as a cold hearted kid
Slowly regaining my selfcontrolled me again
My walls are thousand feet thick
But I'm trying so hard

Got to have some faith in that love scene
I was trying to create.
I've let it go since you seduced me.
`CauseI am waiting for someone to explore me!
Yes, I am waiting for something to explore me!

‘Cause I am not going to let it out
not going to let it out
No I'm not going to let it out!
I'm not going to let you out
I'm not going to let it out
Not going to let it out
No I'm not going to let it out
NO I'M NOT GOING TO LET YOU OUT!

Disordered I've been losing it
Look how it's bringing me down!