Nightmare

Yeah, right, can you turn me up a little?
Yeah, Thinking on how we evolved
Too much shit to tell it all
We been living off the wall
Bitches packed from wall to wall
Money can not cover pain
Pussy never numbed the rage
Used to ask for help to get some blunts cause we was underaged
That was back when I was young, bitches treat me like the man
First they used to play nigga, now they hope I understand
Thought this was like a wonderland
Turned out to be never land
On a flight that never ends
I feel like I gotta find a second plan cause

I still feel the same way that I feel
When I wanted to be here, now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here, realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn

And I still feel the same way that I feel when I wanted to be here
Now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here, realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn

I got bags under my eyes that still can't show the exhaustion
I got receipts in all of my bags that still don't show what it's costing
I got demons inside my head they tell me crawl when I'm walking
Got a lot pain inside I premeditate what I'm talking
Don't know how but through the trials I walk around with a smile
It's looking like I just started but I been running for miles
Been adding on to the style been at this shit for awhile
Niggas see I'm going up ain't no time for me feeling down
I can't be beefing with fools
Knowing I'll never lose
And knowing these niggas hating and wish to be in my shoes
I play this game with no rules
And careful bout leaving clues
I do this shit with precision these niggas know how we do
I can't believe what I'm told
I can't trust a single soul
I'm buried under the lies that all of these niggas told
Noel is covered in gold
With GOD watching his soul
He been living without a limit like fuck it anything goes yeah

And I still feel the same way that I feel when I wanted to be here
Now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here
Realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn
And I still feel the same way that I feel when I wanted to be here
Now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here, realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn

All my personal shit aside, I got a lot that I hide
Too much going on I been tryna keep it inside
I met another side once niggas start picking sides
I'm caught up in this life, man a nigga never surprised
I'm rolling with my guys, we evening out the odds
Calculated thinking could never be a demise
I'm taking you on a journey that's feeling more like a ride
Let's open up my book of life and show you what's inside
My niggas just left the mall, with bags in both of they're hands
My life is like the night of your life but it never ends
A couple bitches on my line, they treating me like a Stan
When I try to keep it real, they just never get what I'm saying, damn
Suit and ties, all my brothers are partners in crime
Some niggas crossing the line, they out here capping online
I guess it's finally time for me to put my ego aside
This shit been getting dark my temperature rised

I guess that I still feel the same way that I feel when I wanted to be here
Now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here,realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn
I still feel the same way that I feel when I wanted to be here, now I'm here and it feel the same
And I don't really know if I could make it out of here, realized this my worst fear
I'm living in a nightmare damn