Neverending December

Well maybe if I tell you why
Then I can hear my own damn reasons
And maybe if I take my time
Then I can see the changing seasons
And maybe if I knew my lines
You wouldn’t see me up here hardly breathin'
And maybe if I change my mind
I wouldn't feel my message freezin'

But I admit
I confess
I surrender
I forgive
I forget
I remember
And I relive
I regret
I re-enter
Into this neverending December

Maybe if I don't look down
Then I can be a tightrope walker
And maybe it all comes around
And I can gain what's owed to my father
And maybe if I play this hand
I can blow this thing wide open
But maybe you won't understand
And I should leave these doubts unspoken

But I admit
I confess
I surrender
I forgive
I forget
I remember
And I relive
I regret
I re-enter
Into this neverending December
Neverending December