He Will Not Cry Out

Was it something I said
Did I do something wrong
To trigger your impulse
Did I lead you along
Is it me
Is it me
You said to keep quiet
Cause heaven forbid
That anyone know
And I'd die if they did
Is it me
Is it me
You told me it's painless
And it'll be over soon
So take off your clothes
And go wait in your room
Is it me
Is it me
I'm daydreaming now
As if I'm somewhere else
Cause it's a victimless crime
If I lie to myself
Is it me
Is it me
Can I go
What time will mommy be home
Will she know
Will she believe me if I told her so
You know I grow queasy
At the sight of your grin
A grin from a pastor
Who's living in sin
Is it me
Is it me
You read me your scripture
You preach of the truth
Say the Lord will pass judgement
But does he pass it on you
Is it me
Is it me
I'll carry your secrets
Cause I know what's at stake
But is it fair for a child
To carry that weight
Is it me
Is it me
Is the heart of a man
As cold as it gets
When it makes a grown man
Steal the life of a kid?
Is it me
Is it me
Can I go
What time will mommy be home
Will she know
Will she believe me if I told her so
My heart will move on
But it never forgets
There's a hole that's been growing
Since the innocence left
Was it me
Was it me
The life I've been given
Ain't what I would have chose
My garden is barren
Where hydrangea grows
Was it me
Was it me
I'll harbor your guilt now
And I'll lock it up tight
I'll bolster that burden
For all of my life
Was it me
Was it me
You preach of forgiveness
Except for those queers
But does it make you a queer
If there's no one to hear
Was it me
Was it me
I know I'll be happy
On the day that I go
To the place where you're buried
To dig up your bones
It was me