Anvil

I'm trying to cut away all those sad strings
Justifying a living made of fears
I can't believe it was just another dream
My eyes are black and everything reappears
I just keep going towards the end
Let me sleep just a little more
Everyday is a clone of what I hate
I'm tired and sick of living in a shell
The violence in me is crawling out
My skin cut open I feel like a pig
Please forgive me, please forgive my pain
I hope it will not be too hard to watch
I can't remember the future that you bribe
I can't defend her from what I have inside
I can't feel, I can't
Trust me I want to live
Dumb, quietly, me
King, queen, loyalty
I can't remember the future that you bribe
I can't defend her from what I have inside