Confession

This is my confession
I tried so many times to oppress him
Now I decided to explode
And let my heart speak its ache

Now I've done all my weak body can fufil
I leave it up to him and still I know
That my anxiousness and my truthfulness

Can't be paid back with his Love
Can't be paid back with his Love
I leave it up to him leave it up
Still I know that my feelings are for no use

He's a player not yet ready to behave mature
A man who makes a child still not able to see his future
He's good in deceiving
He's good for love torture
Inspite of my contemplation
I still can't get him captured

A man I thought is just like me
Someone I could give myself to completely no
It's so painful to accept the fact that he's rejected me
I've done so many things to make
Me believe life is possible without him

Still I always console myself I I
And I see the symptoms of my love (For him) on my skin
He's a player not yet ready to behave mature
A man who makes a child still not able to see his future

He's good in deceiving
He's good for love torture
Inspite of my contemplation
I still can't get him captured

I tried to get him out outta my head
It worked out I deceiving myself
Forgot my dignity he sucked away
My happiness in learning new things
And made me think I love someone else
No it was self-defense so

Do me no harm please let me go
Do me no harm please let me fly
Do me no harm please let me fly ah

I gave him wings to let him fly
I let him go so I could grow
Now that I know this love is gone I I
I give him wings to let him fly

He's a player not yet ready to behave mature
A man who makes a child still not able to see his future
He's good in deceiving
He's good for love torture
Inspite of my contemplation
I still can't get him captured

I gave him wings to let him fly
I let him go so I could grow
Now that I know this love is gone I I
I give him wings to let him fly