I’VE NEVER FELT THIS LONELY

[Verse 1: blvd bronco]
Drama needs a villain, I’ve been down for so long I ain’t interested in living
Or trying to make a killing, I’ve been so damn alone
I’d give it all to a clone, let him take his shot
Isaac Asimov I wanna see him do it on his own
Cuz I knew I couldn’t
Knew I wouldn't, bitches see me screaming and they shook
Well I’m sorry, sweetheart, this the real me
Take a look
I ain’t mean to hurt nobody and I never was a fool
Just another good child went misguided into schools
Tryna play it chill yeah I’m tryna play it cool
Empty out my soul to be a vessel for they rules
Life is so cruel you gotta be to match it
Shit is so tricky, yeah it’s crazy like some magic
Dropping bad habits, I’m drinking I’m an addict
I’m jumping I’m a rabbit
I don't need love but I know I gotta have it

[Chorus]
I’ve never felt like this lonely
I look around and see imitations
Feels like I’ve figured things slowly out
This doesn’t help my own situation

[Verse 2: Nine Seven Pta]
The sky open up onto a young man, still in his prime
Midst a party full of people, never seen in his life
Off top, ciroc with a gleam in his eye
This alcohol done had him swerving till he needed a ride
But now his friends that fell apart they barely see him aside
From when they act like all is fine around the heat of a fire
There's a silence in their conversation speaking a lot
He prays they see the isolation in his eyes, they do not
Cuz what's a man who spends his free time, spending all his me time
I can’t kno kno knoooow
I guess its true bout what they say , all that glitters isn’t gold
I found myself infatuated with the whole concept of lonely
A sense of some comfort that do condone me
I gotta act up, I gotta act quick
Whole time spent acting way too p-passive, like fuck

[Chorus]
I’ve never felt like this lonely
I look around and see imitations
Cuz what's a man who spends his free time, spending all his me time
I can’t kno kno knoooow
I guess its true bout what they say , all that glitters isn’t gold

[Verse 3]
I just flaked on my friends out a studio session
All because of depression
All because of *bottle clinks* FUCK
And all I think about is all the time I could’ve spent with Cam or Aiden
2015, ‘otle or brazen
A freedom of sorts that I can’t relate with
Cuz now I’m in a cult on my own that’s pagan
I dream of the days being young, I crave it
But now I’m feeling old but my youth delaying
None I can’t pull like my whole tooth decayin
Heart is racing, and this party filled with servants from Satan
And this bitch that I loved in a car with Clayton
Looking at me like she'd think I’d act abrasive
I couldn’t care less, what I’ve lost is patience
I’m stuck in this cycle I’ve lost creation
And what’s the fucking point of all this music I’m making?
If yall dont hear shit, yall dont hear what I'm sayin
Maybe it’s the people, maybe it’s this town
At one point in my life I just wanted the crown
Now I’ve never been this anxious to put it down
Man I’m good off this vibe, y’all just want the clout
This a goodbye to O Town, goodbye to 914
Goodbye to local, i don’t want the part anymore
I’m choosing the freedom from close surroundings
And if I kill myself, say my name so loudly

[Chorus]
I’ve never felt like this lonely
I look around and see imitations
Cuz what's a man who spends his free time, spending all his me time
I can’t kno kno knoooow
I guess its true bout what they say , all that glitters isn’t gold

What’s the fucking point of all this music I'm makin'?
What’s the fucking point of all this?