...burnt out

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes it's just too much, too much
There's no hate but, it's too much
I need to really breathe cause, it's too much
And somedays I've just had enough
Some people say I'm cruel or I'm mean
And somedays I can be fucking annoying
Always afraid I've missed out on enough now
I just want you to know

[Chorus]
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah

[Verse 1]
Some days I just feel emotionless
Sometimes I forget where the emotion is
Sometimes I feel like someone's controlling shit
And some days I forgеt where my remotе is
Just tell me if you're down for the ride
I'm good as long as you're by my side
We all got ups and downs, but I'm bon-a-fide
Just promise me you won't run and hide
Just tell me when it becomes too much
You know that I really value your love

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes it's just too much, too much
There's no hate but, it's too much
I need to really breathe cause, it's too much
And somedays I've just had enough
Some people say I'm cruel or I'm mean
And somedays I can be fucking annoying
Always afraid I've missed out on enough now
I just want you to know

[Chorus]
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah

[Verse 2]
Now turn that frown the fuck upside-up
Hold on, my emotions are truly fucked
I know shit's hard, but I just need trust
I need to know if we've still got love
Just tell me if my head music is loud
You know that you're the only thing I need right now
I don't mean to trap you or try to tie you down
Or make you feel like I'm not that proud
Just tell me when it becomes too much
You know that I really value your love

[Pre-Chorus]
Sometimes it's just too much, too much
There's no hate but, it's too much
I need to really breathe cause, it's too much
And somedays I've just had enough
Some people say I'm cruel or I'm mean
And somedays I can be fucking annoying
Always afraid I've missed out on enough now
I just want you to know

[Chorus]
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah
And I know it seems like I don't play on the team
But somedays I just can't feel a thing
I'm burnt out, yeah, yeah

[Outro: Zendaya]
I remember when I was eleven years old, it was a couple months after my dad got diagnosed and we got the results back from the prognosis, and it was really good. It was like 80/20 and we decided to celebrate, so, we ordered a bunch of Chinese food. I remember that night I was laying in between my parents in bed, and all of a sudden I could not breathe. It was like there was no air left in the world. And I was gasping and I was panicking...