Behind Your Smile

I wanna hide a while, behind your smile
And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find
When sun... The sky
I wanna hide a while, behind your smile
And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find
Behind your smile
Behind your smile

I know I've been a sinner, I'm...to the mirror
Trying to figure out the guy that become
From the little chubby boy that used to cry to his mom
To happen to hear his friend has lost his life to a gun
I was ready for the changes, my situation was fierce
Cause things were moving at jason and they suddenly switch
I ain't seen it I had it hard...you think
Cause I was never really one of them kids and that's the fun...
I was scared and unprepared... Lost
And all my friends wanna revenge... Feeling robbed
My mate's dead over something that's...
I'm trying to work it out, tell me why doesn't it make sense
No one could tell me, my mind was moving unhealthy
Having visions of his face when I'm dreaming somebody help me
No help was coming but really I needed something
Just to stop me ease in my mind, becoming nothing

Behind your smile
And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find
Behind your smile
Behind your smile

Behind your smile, there's another world that you'll never see
Curses you'll never make
And behind your smile there's a lot of feelings you're whole bout to leave me
I know that
And behind your smile there's a lot of pain you won't show, shame that it won't go
Cause there's more to your smile than what we see
I wonder what your smile really means

Take your eyes along the sun
To take your hand along the sun

I ain't ashamed to be afraid lying on my bed
Thinking bout the days I let away trying to free myself
Then I feel the same I couldn't be myself
Screaming in my dreams, I really needed help
Oh well, just another kid,...complete the part, just for the part of it
It's like I had to prove something cause I knew nothing
With not a clue of what to do...
And I fool off any minute, you can cool off any gimmicks
I was foolish, I admit it
Cause at home I was... And in school I wouldn't listen
I was... To my soul cause I really didn't fit in
And now I'm thinking how to get in that position
I was really trying to find myself the pity I was missing
And it hurts have things could have worked, how so different
Can my vision still feel the blood now

Behind your smile
And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find
When sun... The sky
I wanna hide a while, behind your smile
And everywhere I look your eyes I'd find
Behind your smile
Behind your smile