My Apologies

Dear diary
I come to you with lyrics
My emotions well Scripted
Im just hoping that they listen
Coz I put it in a song
I express it through the rhythm
Im caught up in my feelings
While these rappers on that fiction
I dont like who I have become
Im Feeling like squirrel
Always chasing for a nut
In drug addict world
Where I could never get Enough
And if ain't my pipe involved
Then I never give a fuck

Thats the result
Of what pain
Can pain can do to you
Leave you broken
Very vulnerable
And miserable
Once you get bruised
Trust issues may influence you
Cant trust these hoes no no no
It aint nun new
She got me screaming for love (Yha)
She got me screaming for love (Fuck it)
She got me screaming for love (Yha)
She got me screaming for love Fuck it)

For what its worth Im very sorry
For all the girls that I've hurt I'm very sorry
I shoulda put You first Im very Sorry
I put you through the worse I'm Very sorry

All the hearts that love me
Im quick to break yeah
Many wanna cuff me
I never chase yeah
When Im feeling hungry
I eat the cake yeah
They still wanna fuck me
Hoping date yeah

Im sorry that
I told you that love
Then I fucked
Then left you
Im sorry that
I put the blame you
When I'm back for baps
And You forgive me like its true
(Next ex)
Im sorry that
You chose me over yo friends
(Next ex)
But Id never the same
Over and over again
(Next ex)
Im sorry that
I made you second best
Im sorry that
Made all about fucking sex
(Next ex)
Im sorry I confess
Im sorry that
To break up with you via text
You lived far
With a twenty rand expense
You wouldnt give me sex
So I had to disconnect
(Next ex)
Im sorry that
I made you cry
Like waterfall
Tears pouring out your pretty Eyes
(Next ex)
You chose me
Over the other guy
Im really sorry
You shoudla chose the other Guy
(Next ex)
Im sorry im an ass
Thats why Im full of shit
I cant never hold back
Im devil Im a Lil peace trash
Which ex had litter on the Ground thats a fact
Im product of her sins
(Yeah)
(Yeah)
A fuckboy consequence
(Fuckboy)

Thats the result
Of what pain
Can pain can do to you
Leave you broken
Very vulnerable
And miserable
Once you get bruised
Trust issues may influence you
Cant trust these hoes no no no
It aint nun new

She got me screaming for love (Yha)
She got me screaming for love (Fuck it)
She got me screaming for love (Yha)
She got me screaming for love (Fuck it)

For what it's worth Im very sorry
For all the girls that I've hurt Im
Very sorry
I shoulda put you first Im very sorry
I put you through the worse Im very sorry