For Your Eyes Only

This place still haunts me,
even though it seems so long ago.
Desperation exhausts me
and these pictures remind me,
of all the emotions I have never shown.
If these walls could speak a thousand words
they'd tell a simple story it's so absurd, don't go.

I can't fight all these hidden feelings for you.
I'm running scared from the monster that I'm turning into.
I try so hard, I think I'm starting to break.
I wish you knew how much I'm missing you.

I've fallen from the earth.
If I ever make it back again,
I'll make this house my home.
But who's to say if it all ends okay.
Defend until I end.
Try to make amends.
Will I make amends?

I made your heart break.
And I saw that you were tearing in two.
I caused an earthquake
and I knew that you were caving in two.
To all the girls that I have loved;
I'm sorry I couldn't be the man you wish I was.
I sacrifice to get things done.
All too well I know a winters chill.

You're all I feel.
I feel you.

But the worst is yet to come.
I'm nothing in your eyes I'm not the one.
What will it take to make you see.
How did this happen? You've got a hold of me.

I can't fight all these hidden feelings for you.
I'm running scared from the monster that you're turning me into.
I tried so hard, I think I'm starting to break.
I wish you knew how much I'm missing you.

I've fallen from the earth.
If I ever make it back again,
I'll make this house my home.
But who's to say if it all ends okay.
Defend until I end.
Try to make amends.
Will I make amends?

And in the end these are just simple words from a simple man.
And I want you to know, if by chance, somewhere somehow, if you're listening.
And if I could whisper any words from a thousand in your ear.
I'd tell you;
"I can't give you the world, only every part of me."

It beats. My heart beats for you.
It beats your name.
My heart it beats for you...