Call 2 Arms

I don't wanna say "I miss you too much"
Cause if it's too much
You pull away
I don't wanna ask to be exclusive
Cause when I do that
You get afraid
Keep saying how you like what we was doin'
And "Can we get back to that page?"
I was bending all my morals
All my needs
And all my hopes for us
We both got guns
Pointed straight at our chests
Who gon pull the trigger
It's the one who's least obsessed
It's a losing game
That we chose to play
It's a masquerade
Of who I want use to be
It is plain to see
You were hiding
Then confide in me
Claiming it's privacy
My first mistake was believing all the hype
That I would be yours
And you would be mine
Why the fuck does this shit happen every time
They don't want me now
They want me later down the line
I caught you out the corner of my eye
You were happier than ever
You were sipping on more than wine
You're just as selfish as they come
That's half a decade down the drain
In that moment I lost all hope
You gave me life
Then you took it all away within one night
Put that metal to my temple
Had to dim the lights
I hope you're satisfied
By your devil with blue eyes
I know you'll finally see my value when I merge up with the sky
I mentally wasn't equipped
Permanently changing my ZIP
If I cannot find my peace, woah
I'd rather just be deceased now
You shot first
Young black male down
Permanently D.N.D.
How does that sound
How does that sound
Woah, How does that sound
I deserve to be priority
You stay steady ignoring me
A nigga was tryna be serious
But you wanna keep exploring things
You wanna keep your options open
Cause we're young
And you think we got all this time
Tryna swallow bullets from this nine
Cause you wasted all of mine
(Woo)
You gave me life
Then you took it all away within one night
Metal to my temple
Had to dim the lights