I HATE MYSELF

In the head pushing off the box spring
Kid ain't alright, I'm a different Offspring
At a point where I'm pushing for gleam, hot bling
Witnessing the ming for a hot ting

I HATE MYSELF
I HOLD MY HEALTH
I DRINK MY WEALTH
THEN SPIN ON HELL

I got a distant pain in my fucking shoulder
It pierces through my chest every single hour or so
You bring the palace all though
I see the chalice all gold
My body so cold, I'm so distant I know
Never getting a connection I'm just pushing it away
I be running like i'm Gump im onward taking every flake
I'm breaking the chains, inhumane static left brain
Same

I HATE MYSELF
I HOLD MY HEALTH
I DRINK MY WEALTH
THEN SPIN ON HELL

I don't want it enlighten
I dont want it entitled
I dont want it invited
I dont want it, excited
I don't want it enlighten
I dont want it entitled
I dont want it invited
I dont want it, excited

Im a hollow of a past grippin hold childhood
Staring blank in the iris of the behold
Off a stove, beauty to the household
Only getting prettier once daddy taking off the blindfold
She enrolled into colleges just a degree
Stabbing up her back now with some wannabes
I light a fire, cataclysm to the spree
In actuality i been scoping never nominees
To just take me away
Ive been begging since my god gavith away
In a vein handed, parfait
Bitch, go, eat it up you missing constant vitamin K
Its day Z, a dead game anyway

I HATE MYSELF
I HOLD MY HEALTH
I DRINK MY WEALTH
THEN SPIN ON HELL

"leaps and bounds" out of bounds"
I don't fit in any crowd, i'm a proud outcast
Kicked to the side, bitch, like, every time
Ill do fine once i hit a fuckin' line
Sunshine state, how much time do i waste?
Thinkin bout it makes me take it to the face
My identity leaves bad aftertaste
Sit down at your table & continue saying that grace