Soul Prayer

Tell me what the fuck I got left?
All the fam I grew up with went and left
Why do I expect from myself?
I want to give the world the best of myself
Kids are dying out there yo it’s hard
No one taught me anything but go hard
I wanna take care of my moms
She gave me everything man, she my heart
Every step I take like they push me two back
And I own it, can’t take anything u do back
Some friends changes, I changed too, nothing stays the same
Who’s really to blame?
When I speak to you lord do you hear me?
Is somebody out there?
Does it reach u when I say a prayer?
Cause down here’s is real
This world has no chill
We all wanna live our best lives right?
We want more than just to get by right?
We work hard for it man you saw it
I visualize a better world in my thoughts
Where trees grows and all the foods fresh
Where I feel good and the foul attitude can rest
I owe u i got u u owe me u got me
Balance above it all it ain’t all about me
Reminiscing on a time back home
When myself and an elderly lady had spoke
Picked up a glass and asked how much it weighted
I was confused I didn’t know what to say
Then she said it don’t matter how much it weights
It’s light now, it gets heavier the more she waits
That’s just like ya stress or ya worries
The longer you hold on the quicker u get buried
If you learn to let go u gonna live long
More present and not feeling withdrawn
Could it as simple as that?
All this time the definition of living was that
Mama Said... Rest In Peace
Ya legacy will forever live on thru my seeds
Everything I ever needed was in me
Wake and the morning and breath