Depression

(Verse)

I'm just keeping it real/
Man I hate how I feel/
Always down and depressed/
They can tell that I'm stressed/
I be trying my best/
But my best ain't enough/
I ain't staying in touch/
I'm in no mood to talk/
I'm in no mood to walk/
So I'm glued to the bed/
Stare at the shoes and the bread/
Sometimes I wish I was dead/
These are the thoughts in my head/
But I smile instead/
And lie to the world/
I couldn't lie to my girl/
She didn't get my pain she only made shit worst/
The problem is I care and that shit does hurt/
When shit don't work and you gotta let go/
But you thinking hell no/
But they ain't thinking of you/
So we drinking a brew/
Then we drinking another/
Then we drinking another/
Can I drink with my brothers/
I can't drink with my mother/
That shit tears her apart/
It be hurting her heart/
I can't change my ways/
Man I think I'm addicted/
And I'm feeling conflicted/
I'd rather feel terrific/
All my songs explicit/
Even thou I'm gifted/
I feel angry every minute/
I finally can admit it/
The picture is so vivid/
Of this life how I live it/
Heard of black holes well bitch I'm in it/
Damn I"m in it/
Surrounded by these black clouds/
But I won't back down/
Never was the class clown/
I won't be the sad clown/
Gotta change my act now/
Karma is a bitch and that bitch came back round/
I'm done being mad all that shit is wack now/

(Bridge)

Can you feel my pain/
Man it drove me insane/
And I lost my way/
Been lost for years/
I can't cry no tears/
You won't tell me I'm wrong I won't tell you I'm right/
Man fuck this shit I can't sleep at night/