Happy

[Verse 1]
It has never been so hard before, to go back home, but it's the only road worth taking
Dead in the making, what I can do it’s amazing, whenever I go out my heart is racing, but I just can't place it
They laugh at me, it's like a smack in the face, I don’t know what I should or would like to be
Pull out my ace, he lays in the ground, I can't see through the tears, fucking nine years, ok, I'm not ok, don't know what to say, honest

[Chorus]
What's it like to be happy? I wouldn't know
The memories fade in my brain yet I can't let go
What's it like to be happy? I wouldn’t know
The memories fade in my brain yet I can’t let go

[Verse 2]
Human-like creature missing vital features, I hate myself, beat you to it
Go to Amazon.com and just fucking do it, yeah
Eternal rest, that's the stuff, boy what you think, this ain’t a bluff

[Chorus]
What's it like to be happy? I wouldn't know
The memories fade in my brain yet I can't let go
What’s it like to be happy? I wouldn't know
The memories fade in my brain yet I can't let go
What's it like to be happy? I wouldn't know (can't remember)
The memories fade in my brain yet I can't let go (can't remember)
What's it like to be happy? I wouldn't know (can't remember)
The memories fade in my brain yet I can't let go (can't remember)