Carnations

Carnations rot
And still I think
That we should be
A king and queen

I'd give it all
To have you back
Another chance
My eyes turn black

I'm wondering
How long I'll wait
Before you realize
You're too late

I want to live
You want to die
Again again again

Cuts will heal
Bones will mend
Muscles grow
Together again

Carnations rot
And time now tells
You're nothing more
A fairy tale

I found the truth
Through fear and lies
From ghosts of you
To cutting ties

You told me once
I told you twice
The choise you made
Was not too wise

You want to live
I want to die
Again again again

Cuts will heal
Bones will mend
Muscles grow
Together again