The Worst in Me

I could have found a way
I would have found a way

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start

You bring out the worst in me

Pick and peel it off this dried up skin
Strip it away this flash and gore
Open it up the stink of your sin
Was it holy as you hoped at heart at the core?

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start

You bring out the worst in me

I make you stronger
You make me weaker
Can't take this much longer
Since I stopped being a seeker

Pick and peel it off this dried up skin
Strip it away this flash and gore
Open it up the stink of your sin
Was it holy as you hoped at heart at the core?

Did you want me to break down?
Did you want me to give in?

Found so many ways to hate myself
Found so many ways to put them all away

Don't care if the whole world falls apart
Don't care if you hated me from the start

You bring out the worst in me

I make you stronger
You make me weaker
Can't take this much longer
Since I stopped being a seeker

Rip and tear this un-bleeding dead
Naked and cold nothing left to steal
Can't get it back wish I was dead instead
It will never close this fucking sore will never heal

I am a ghost you are my host
You will never see me again