A Message To God

[Verse]

Dear god I'm asking that you watch him
I'm sorry for all my wrongs and sins
I wish I could never feel this pain
I want to be removed from these shackles and chains
I wanna be from this depression
My demons haunted me enough with these lessons
I just want to rest in peace
I want my worries in cease
I want you to watch over my brothers, the girl I love dearly
And watch my folks sincerely
I'm sorry I tried to kill myself twice
I'm sorry with depression I suffice
I just some answers to my problems
Something I can't explain in my albums
I wish I could go back to save Justin
Even with the shooter locked up it's not justice
Even if I risked my life, he would've been alive
I'd rather have him keep his than mine
I put my blood and tears into these prayers
I'm asking for guardian angels and saviors
I want protection from these evil forces
But I want the answers with sources
With my battle scares I can't heal
I can never realize who's real
I've been played too much
I'm asking with your hand I need to clutch
Even when I don't believe in religion
I want to pick the best decision
I don't want my good soul down to hell
I wish my people well
How can I turn my darkness into light
I want to see my idols again with my own two eyes
Now I'd rather chase blessings than riches
I want all my scars sewn back with stiches
I just want to see my friends and family again
I refuse to wait until the end