Toxic Affair

You never thought ’bout what you've been doing to me
By saying this and that ’bout your mentality
Cause you were too numb to see that you are a fool
And I'm even worse cause I tried to be helping you

We never care ’bout things when we know we have them
Because we take for granted as much as we can
And when they disappear we feel the emptiness
And that's you right now but sadly I could not care less

Don't tell me to calm down, cause you cannot put me out

You're sad and lonely, and I pity you
And that's your choice after what we've been through
You better disappear, cause I swear
That you have been just a jerk, such a toxic affair
How can you tell me that you care about me
When you've destroyed my life so easily
Maybe next time you'll be more aware
Instead of being just a jerk, such a toxic affair

And I'm so fucking tired of your scandalous lies
Like when you texted "I miss you baby" last night
Cause your stone cold heart never beats for real
You pretend to be broken but that is not how you feel
Why don't u say goodbye and never look back
I can't forgive you after this heart attack
You're a hopeless restless brainless man
And you better hope that you don't cross my road again

You're disgusting me, and I'm just furious about it

You're sad and lonely, and I pity you
And that's your choice after what we've been through
You better disappear, cause I swear
That you have been just a jerk, such a toxic affair
How can you tell me that you care about me
When you've destroyed my life so easily
Maybe next time you'll be more aware
Instead of being just a jerk, such a toxic affair

I bet ya didn't see this coming

You're sad and lonely, and I pity you
And that's your choice after what we've been through
You better disappear, cause I swear
That you have been just a jerk, such a toxic affair
How can you tell me that you care about me
When you've destroyed my life so easily
Maybe next time you'll be more aware
Instead of being just a jerk, such a toxic affair

I didn't need you in my life
That wasn't doing me no wrong
I was finally ok with myself
No inner fights, no more
But then you came and made me stumble and
Suddenly
I felt I was a different man
And a strong love was everything that I could see
And our story began

You caused me a deep wound
When you said you could not
And now with your stuff in my car
The end of it is all we got

We kept tellin' the sweetest words
Just like two doves on a roof
We started wondering about our lives
It was like we dared to dream anew
And when we were too close to be turned away
Our pillars started to break
Cause you let your world choose your fate for you
Cause you are too scared to live

You caused me a deep wound
When you said you could not
And now with your stuff in my car
The end of it is all we got

And now I'm so afraid to get
Too close to someone new
You're a coward, you know I would have always been there for you

You caused me a deep wound
When you said you could not
And now with your stuff in my car
The end of it is all we got