BEESWAX (feat. Joey Flowers)

Always be on go mode
One two three
My knuckles are crazy bruised I should've given This a lot second thoughts
I'm strugglin' with so many ego problems
That's on me
Fuck all the horoscopes I feel like I'm the only Cancer in this room
That's just me
I got so much anger built up inside me
I gotta let it all out (grrr)
I was used as a punching bag
Now I gotta me one of those
I'm way too nice to put that all on a person
Imma go punch this bag handle my emotions and Follow my purpose
Wear a mask while I'm performing
Do my dance while I'm feelin' this groove
These voices in my head are way too loud maybe It's my time to move
Simple distractions take me back at least step or Two
Okay but how did I lose?
I give everything that I had but this world doesn't
Appreciate all the things that I do (fuck)
Total shock and anger just got me throwing things Across the room
The red on my face could fill a glass or maybe two
Ughhh fuck it imma go for the third
I feel like I'm falling I need to know when it stops
Give me a second to figure this out before I go Bashing my head against the rocks
Older and older this shit is not something you
Want to play wit just let the doorbell ring and let Them motherfuckers knock
I ain't playing with my emotions
I'm ready to stop
Let my energy be put to good use and
Never letting this flame I got get popped (yeah)
Ayo (yeah)
Yeah huh yeah huh
Yo just a lone star yeah from a lone star yeah
Don't tell me now yeah don't tell me now yeah
Don't tell me now where to start
Don't tell me now what I think
Hold up huh
Don't get it twisted I'm the same old boy
That was now and yesterday
Back in nineteen I started making shit yo
Back in twenty twenty
Man I started making hits Yo
Back in twenty one man I had to do it on my own
Back in twenty two yo now I'm twenty two yo
Yeah I'm fresher on my own yeah I'm fresher then I started
Yeah I'm fresher on my own yeah I'm fresher then I started
But I'm hoping' where I'm going
'Cause the only thing I want
Is the only thing I want yeah I want nothing else
No more ha ha ha ha ha ha
Yeah I don't want nothing else now no more
No more ha ha ha ha ha ha
Yeah I'm grateful with what I got
Don't want nothing else no more
Ha ha ha ha ha ha
Yeah don't want nothing else now more no waaa
You need to let it all go
What You need to let it all go who
You need to let it all go
Grrr nuh nuh You need to let it all
Oh I can't let you go (goo)
I can't I can't (You need to let it all)
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
You need to let it all go
Yeah
I got too much baggage I can't even move (growl)
Even tho I have this hatred for this world (yuckk)
You gotta appreciate it for the beauty
Oh yeah it's prone to be shown
It's your choice to see the reflection
Give your self a better life stop procrastinating
And leave all the bullshit behind
Yeah my love is something you wish you can have And not in find
I planted the seed and now I just got to go
Move out of the way and let my own energy flow
I put my mind on the road no destination yeah
I'm on some free roam shit
This music shit gonna get me places
I'm way too passionate to let it this shit go
I wanna have my thoughts and my kindness be the
Thing that changed the world
Put things into perspective
I'm tryna give all my love and knowledge to the World
Full of imagination when it comes to the
Thoughts of many realizations
I'm tryna put my crew on the map
Oh these drums are fucking crazy
I'm a music fanatic
I know this shit is about to slap
But I'm not in the music business
I'm in this human business
I keep myself calm in too many forced and Awkward conversations
Let me get my fucking mind and give it all the Attention
I don't throw no tantrum until my boundaries are Crossed
Yeah I need a moment of silence for all the past Mistakes
I ain't never making those again
I'm really outside listening to these beautiful
Instrumentals while I got my hair moving in the Wind
Push the heat from my head to my toes
I'm living this life to fullest yeah that's every
Single fucking moment that I'm in
I'm pushin' my demons aside they ain't taking this Win
I be in that full suit luggage loaded in the truck
I'm off to this new beautiful destination
Away from this evil place where I was physically
Mentally and emotionally stuck
Time to build a new image
I got this metanoia shit stuck in my frontal lobe
And that shit is on lock
Arghh