Kitchen Table

I had never cried before at the kitchen table
And I never thought the taste of food
Was something that I could refuse
But suddenly today, I was not able
To keep it all together
I know I'll soon be better without you

I had never collapsed on the bathroom floor
I put away my old toothbrush
Glanced up at the mirror but
Today I couldn't take it anymore
I can't say what I even felt
Hardly recognize myself without you

I had never broken down behind the wheel
Now it's hard to sit through the red lights
When there ain't a single car in sight
And so far no one knows the way I feel
I can't drive through your neighborhood
Or pass the bars that we walked to
There's a shortcut to Eastland
I took a wrong turn again
Where's that breakfast place I like?
I can't seem to find it without you

Without you