Kill Me Slow

What the deal is though
All the thing you feeling now is shit I feel before
Told her if you gonna kill me let the feelings go
And baby kill me slow
We ain't on a team no more ain't fucking with a pick and roll
Ain't no give and go feel like get and go
When the chickens low feel like hit the road
But I'm on my own shit been moving slow
Eyes is on the goal til' I'm dead and old
(Damn)
But you can miss me with that bullshit
Hoe shit
Act outta control shit
How come when I ask about your night you seem to forget
That is not devotion
Girl you is not focused
You talk about commitment but your morals seeming hopeless
You think that i got time to deal w other niggas nonsense
You will never catch me in another niggas pockets
I'm tryna be paper chasing that is paper watching
How can I assist you if you pass me up like Stockton
When I paint your picture in my head it's hard to switch
So you better keep it cool because it's hard to fix
Don't be mad if I don't hit ya cause your hard to miss
Problem is you don't hit me either so it's awkwardness
Least I ain't just coming with excuses like a doctor slip
Sick niggas talk as much as they should just be coughing shit
He a dog why you think that he ain't stop the barking yet
Obvious he ain't ever wanna be apart of this
But that's okay though I have got another mountain to climb
Don't wanna see you now but know that I will see you in time
All the shit we been through why is your expression sublime
It's like you is a rapper who ain't book a session to rhyme
Why is you testing the tide
Don't matter how you tread the water you get wet on each side
That's something that I never thought of until I wrote the line
That's the realest shit I ever said that's word to the guys
It used to hurt me worse whenever they would talk about me
Now I love to hear the chatter even if they doubting
Try to bring me down my failures the only thing they shouting
Doesn't mean success ain't in the mix it just isn't the loudest