Wherever

Dear god I wanna say
That I tried to have a name
That you’d feel worthy
Of praise in this day

But I feel your disdain
Cause I don’t care for anything
Especially my own safety
Cause you know where I’ve been

Cause you know of hell
And what I been through
So I don’t think you
Would split the two
When push meets to shove
I'll see the end
But I don’t think you
Would make it best

You know me well but yet
I've got secrets
But I'm not really trying to talk
Cause I'm just trying to hold it down
From me comes a man
That you might forget
So would you ever really know
If I'm just trying to stick around

Gimme something
Gimme nothing
When you want it
I could have it
What you wanted
I could bе it
But you don’t care eh
Enough to say it yeah

Gimmе something
Gimme nothing
When you want it
I could have it
What you wanted
I could be it
But you don’t care eh
Enough to say it yeah

Cause I want to be like you the most
So I could change what I know
Cause I don’t want to think of more
Empty thoughts and red-stained tubs
Cause I'll make assumptions
When it don’t mean nothing
Cause I need some guidance
And I need some hope yeah

These pills don’t help me
Cause I still feel empty
From all the friends I lost
And how I wish they stayed

Cause you know of hell
And what I been through
So I don’t think you
Would split the two
When push meets to shove
I'll see the end
But I don’t think you
Would make it best

You know me well but yet
I've got secrets
But I'm not really trying to talk
Cause I'm just trying to hold it down
From me comes a man
That you might forget
So would you ever really know
If I'm just trying to stick around