Dumb Days

I'm
Hiding my emotions
I'm putting on a mask
If you really care about me
Then maybe you should ask
I'll tell you that I'm ok
Even when I'm feeling bad
'Cause
It don't really matter when nobody listens to the words that you say
Catch me having lectures on a monday
Gotta do the sessions on a Friday
(My bad)
If you caught me on my worst day
I'm gonna make it someday
Wanna show my style on a runway
Traffic up ahead, I'm driving one way
Gotta bend the rules, do it my way(My way)
'Cause I be thinking 'bout dumb Days

I felt neglected,
Negative energy, my mindstate wasn't corrected
My dreams and all my visions were waiting to be projected
But now I'm moving up, my progress is so belated
I wake up to feeling jaded
I know this ain't what you wanted
You like your Afro long
I like mine nappy and braided
Sometimes I sit and I'm lost
Sometimes I feel disconnected
I'm not doing enough, my ego has not been dented
I wanna end the pain
Give back the back the life I rented
But I cannot hurt my Mama, cause she double parented
She's been so damn consistent, with her, love and protection
Don't wanna make her worry, so I mask my emotions

I'm
Hiding my emotions
I'm putting on a mask
If you really care about me
Then maybe you should ask
I'll tell you that I'm ok
Even when I'm feeling bad
'Cause
It don't really matter when nobody listens to the words that you say
Catch me having lectures on a monday
Gotta do the sessions on a Friday
(My bad)
If you caught me on my worst day