Periodic Intrusion

Burn the barren home that contains
Fragments of my shattered life behind thin walls

The memory remains in the aftermath of flames

Scathing and waiting
For my regular invasion to take me down
Smothered under shallow soil now
That's all to me
Temporary shelter underground
I'm just waiting out

Transient like joy
An effect like sleeping pills
Drowsiness can remain
Keep swallowing

Keep swallowing
It will always be foreign to me

Like a window, the visitor grants me one breeze
For my intense rеlief
Feeling the torture of withdrawal rеminds me
Who I used to be

Help me
Please help me

I never thought I'd let it inside
I never thought I'd let it return

Like a window, the visitor grants me one breeze
For my intense relief
Feeling the torture of withdrawal reminds me
Who I used to be