Manic Upswings

[Verse 1]
I wanna wake up
From the rattlesnake nightmare
I've been living, I've been living
If you could even call this living
Living without you
I betray myself this time of night
Why am I like this?
Maybe it's because I'm too afraid
To face my reality without you
Reality without you

[Chorus]
I looked for you in every bottle
And still couldn't find you
I pray for you in downward spirals
I never could figure you out
Never could figure you out

[Verse 2]
Year after year, you drifted away
Off in the distance
Silently adjusting
Your way out of my life
Out of my life

[Chorus]
I looked for you in every bottle
And still couldn't find you
My pentagram, my holy bible
I never could figure you out
Never could figure you out

[Outro]
I see you in psychotic daydreams
And still never knew
You send me into manic upswings
I never could figure you out
Never could figure you out
Never could figure you out
Never could, never could