Carrying On

[Verse 1]
Sorry, I'll keep it calm
When shadows scale the wall and I see it coming down
When I lay here out on the floor
Fill the cracks in the boards, hear it clawing at the door

[Verse 2]
Patterns change in place
Colors paint my mistakes, it's more than I can take
Now I'm hiding my face in the sheets
Hovering somewhere between, at least it brings a sense of peace

[Chorus]
Is it over like that? Was it all a wash?
"Don't focus on the past"
Are we just fooling ourselves?
It's a momentary lapse, someday when we look back
But it haunts me that I can't seem to be carrying on

[Bridge]
Oh, how many times I replay in my mind the same old dialogue
I try to convince myself we'll see it through
But it won't come easy

[Outro]
Is it over like that? Was it all a wash?
"Don't focus on the past"
Are we just fooling ourselves?
It's a momentary lapse, someday when we look back
But it haunts me that I can't seem to be carrying on