Senses

Now I've sat and taken time to look around I think I've come to my senses
My hunger for the top won't stop, crop out the girlfriends, no unnecessary expenses
Can't fool me my chest already empty, you want my heart? Then peak you can't clench it
Lost two years on the last, got my guard up, I'm Mr Caulkin with the defences

Straight up battle like fencing, just waiting to find out when the end is
Was an off feeling I knew I was sensing, au revoir, but she don't know what French is
It's ok now it's my time I'm spending, blazing the bud, straight working and penning
To generate the pounds you gotta put the pence in
Straight up struggle, tears and that sweat in

You didn't know that but this is how it is, this is real rap
Everything I spit is straight facts, no cap drive on my ones
Still at the back no shofar in the cab? How's that
But bill up my zoot with a ziggy backstrap, I don't work in the trap
But take off the T and I rap I'm, miles ahead just look at the gap
Tryna put my home town on the map

Let me bring it right back to the days I was chilling with bro smoke up most days
Go up to the fields in the day, at night pit bikes tearing up the estate
Let me bring it right back to the days we were billing in the wind on them very cold days
Now we in houses, sipping and smoking premium bud bro copped from the UK

But it's ok, no more hoes in my way
I'll ride the wave and blud I'll do my way
Hop on the R3, quiet from the driveway
Rap for the big bucks, tryna get that high wage

I would never do this shit to come last
If it ain't good enough, I'll leave it in the past
Pick myself up, gotta keep it moving
Cuh I know this journey to the top is never fast see

Man i aint on the cash flips when the stacks big
With elastics, wrap this cuz I aint plastic
I'm on this rap shit, never had shit
But its mad this when I'm rapping
All you man go texting, calling, chatting, say Mikey's mad
Not an overnight ting to make them racks
But I know one day this rap gone pay me
I put it on my life I got mumzies back

So I pray to the lord, I pray to the lord
Begging you knees dropped down to the floor
Please show me the cause, what should I work for
I will never stop, never take one pause

Yeah, that's just me when I work for the cause
When I'm on top be a round of applause
But when I started where the fucks the support
So don't wanna hear that I knew you before

I don't wanna hear that I knew you then bro
All these years your stuck on the same hoe
Same old, guess you followed that same road
Whilst I'm out tryna rap for the payroll

This my story man I got the main role
Shaping my future just like its playdough
I guess that I just got talent
But mix that with hard work and you'll see the pay grow

I'm musically gifted, mind so intelligent
Mikey's here just know that I'm heaven sent
Aim for the top, suttin' just like Everest
Never any sleep for me man I never rest

One year deep but I feel like a specialist
Couple tracks out but my notes that's the evidence
Pop it with a plan but I aint no Methodist
I take a lot of notes from peers that are relevant

He's king of the north, I'm king of the east
One day hit up the Malone. B
Yo what you sayin' this is the Mikey
I've listened to your tracks since I was thirteen
I remember the days I would rap to revival
Now I'm sat back banging out men three
Real shit about the hoods all out survival
But work hard and you'll soon get the Bentley

So I'm sat in my room with my notes
Got dreams to be rich, don't wanna be broke
See a couple peeps, they be wanting the smoke
Take shots at my tunes, try get man provoked
My shit's on lock, like a rear naked choke man
Take a step back and watch me in my zone
Don't really fuck with them girls or them joke man
Just follow me cuz I know hoe it goes see

You say it with chest but yours sounds hollow
I say it with mine and the peeps just follow
Your a fake rapper, hard one to swallow
Now sit back and drown in your sorrows

I get high, so high like Apollo
Then you ask me how my chest so hollow
I say I'm out her tryna get my stacks up because I might not be here tomorrow