Dear M

Hey
I'm I kind of just called to hear your voice so
Ugh I should hang up what am I doing
Um so I feel kind of dumb but uh
I miss you
Twenty eighteen was the best no argument
The way we clicked I ain't had to ask are you in
First time reciprocated when I loved you and
I hate that I had to leave but I still had you in
My mind you ain't leaving
My time I had to spend grieving
Maybe I still harbor them feelings
Pass me the shovel start the digging because it's deep in
When I make songs it used to take the pain
But I made this I'm sitting here I still feel the same
And sometimes I be asking God why give me this pain
But I don't take it for granted I know it ain't in vain
I just hope that you have something planned
Because my guts telling me something is coming to an end
Don't know if I need a pint or pills or I need me a friend
Did I do something wrong tell me and I'll make amends
Like why can't I find the one who loves me when I love her better
When I love her she don't love me she love me see you later
Fed up all these lame bitches texting me they want to be wetter
For sure but I want to hold you too like I'm a sweater
Not many real ones my age bae I get it I won't sweat her
Why I talk to my mic I write my thoughts just like a letter
It's a blessing and a curse the way I'm gifted
Many follow trends but lonely at the top alone when you're a trendsetter
You find the one you like you love her but got to forget her
Think my capacity scares her I think she like it better
When it's low quality she feel she ain't deserve it better
Feel like keeping them expectations is going to lead her to deader
You don't got to be perfect just try to keep us going
Feel the energy when you trying baby trust I'm knowing
Keep it steady over or under ain't be how you rowing
Carried by 6 only time that we get to stowing
Twenty eighteen was the best no argument
The way we clicked I ain't had to ask are you in
First time reciprocated when I loved you and
I hate that I had to leave but I still had you in
My mind you ain't leaving
My time I had to spend grieving
Maybe I still harbor them feelings
Pass me the shovel start the digging because it's deep in
Even if things never go back to what we were what we
What I became so used to
What I thought would be forever
Just us two
But anyway I just called to say
That I miss you