I Hope and Pray to God That I Traumatize You All

This is the story about a future fall
When I finally decided to blow my brains into the hall
Clean up the windows and the surrounding wall
I hope and pray to god that I traumatize you all

Got out my phone and pressed record
I said goodbye to all those I adored
The days grow thinner, and I'm so fucking bored
Have fun cleaning my skull out from the floorboards

I started the stream, and put the gun into frame
Nobody ever joined, nobody even came
I waited for 12 minutes and I looked down in shame
The flash of gun and out went my brain

You're losing everything, and so am I
It would save me just to look into your eyes
I cry alone a night, darkness seeping in
Once you're done using my body, throw it in the garbage bin