Let Me In

I’ve been such a mess
A certified wreck
The devil in my head
Has a ready servant

You’ve been more than I deserve
Your light offering an easy cure

Let me in, let me love
Let me be there you say
I’m sorry baby

I don’t wanna see you
Don’t wanna be healing that way
It’s so unfair to your heart
And I’m scared of myself

Venom in my words
Foul intentions
I wanna hurt me so I hurt you
And that’s my backwards truth

But nobody ever matters more
And my devil knows so beforе
She poisons your soul, just go

Let me in, lеt me love
Let me be there you say
I’m sorry baby

I don’t wanna see you
Don’t wanna be healing that way
It’s so unfair to your heart
And I’m scared of myself

Because I’m destructive, I’m toxic
I’m obsessive, I can’t let you in right now
Gotta pull myself out

Won’t accept that easy cure
Don’t offer any more
I know you mean so well but listen

I’ll need withdrawal, just to relearn
How to be more than tears and dark thoughts again
This is not who I am

Let me in, let me love
Let me in, let me love

Let me in, let me love
Let me be there you say
I’m sorry baby

I don’t wanna see you
Don’t wanna be healing that way
Let me in, let me love
Let me help