Margate Boy

[Chorus]
Inside, ain't nobody inside
I hide my pain inside
I find that place and hide

[Verse 1]
Ay yo big bro, look at what you did big bro
I hope you're somewhere listening to this big bro
It's like a dream can't believe that you're dead big bro
Can't believe we're never getting lean again big bro
Both know you wasn't mentally ill big bro
Can't get into politics but still big bro
I don't wanna tarnish anything you built big bro
On the real big bro, this a real shit show
That baby bump big and your baby mum's pissed
Look what you left the family to deal with bro
Holding hands with her, going to scans with her
And I seen little man, he's got a real big toe
I notice you never left a will big bro
Take care of my nephew, I will big bro
I'll be there with a tissue when he's ill big bro
I've got you from here you can chill big bro
Still pissed you did this to my sis and it kills big bro
For real big bro
You're gonna be missed like a real big bro
This feels like a fucked up film big bro
I remember that call I was already stressed
And my sis texts telling me you're missing I'm upset
You said you wasn't going back again
But we're back here again
And that's just the endz, I'm so vexed big bro
Yeah big bro, Whatsapp group chat dug you out
I'm younger I usually shut my mouth
But this time it's like I didn't care big bro
I felt a strange atmosphere in the air big bro
We was there big bro
You was somewhere, where big bro?
Sharz had drove in tears big bro
She called us to just come here big bro
We're all here big bro

[Chorus]
Ain't nobody inside
I hide my pain inside
I find that place and hide
There ain't nobody inside, inside
Ain't nobody inside
Ain't nobody inside
Ain't nobody inside

[Verse 2]
How can I not let my conscience conquer me?
How can I stop thinking 'bout you constantly?
Negative seed growing stronger than a conker tree
How can I hide my pain inside so wrongfully?
Hide my self inside my property
I'm scared big bro, nothing's clear big bro
Same birthday every year big bro
Yeah big bro
Obviously you might be dead, but you're not gone to me
Got your name tattooed onto me
You was my brother before you was my brother-in-law
Now I'm watching over yours, that's what brothers are for
You were fast paced, can't wait, class A boy
Holding a sharp blade do a Scarface voice
Tryna be a criminal, typical Margate boy
I hope heaven got an arcade boy
22nd of May, that was our date boy
Ain't no pain like heartache boy
From now on if you partake in the taking of class A
Allow me around me you can't take Troy (Wha?)
You took your life on the 8th
Birthday two weeks away
Planning funerals at the same time what a shame
I was at the service, Lily was crying on stage
I remember she was born life's not a game
When you're younger, and you think time's gonna wait
But really time flies like it's tied to a plane

[Chorus]
Inside, ain't nobody inside
I hide my pain inside
I find that place and hide
There ain't nobody inside, inside
Ain't nobody inside
Ain't nobody inside
Ain't nobody inside

That's it