Tired of This

[Verse 1]
My heart always hurts
Trying my best
To make this work
It's so hard especially
When your scarred
Reminding me of the bad times
Back when I wasn't fine
When I hit the ground
There was no one around

[Chorus]
I'm tired of this
I wish that I was a kid
I was so bad
But there were
Good times that I had
Hanging with my friends
Up at the ends

[Verse 2]
All these sleepless nights
Something just ain't right
I hope I make it
To the day I'm 18
By then I'll be clean
This isn't what
I had in mind
I guess you could say
That I'm quite blind
In my left eye
This ain't no lie
This is stupid
It ain't even lucid

[Chorus]
I'm tired of this
I wish that I was a kid
I was so bad
But there were
Good times that I had
Hanging with my friends
Up at the ends

[Outro]
Remember when I was happy
Instead of feeling trashy
It felt great to have some mates
Now I'm very lonely
If only I could go back
To those days when
All I used to do is play
I was never worried
Never in a hurry