Only shame

Everything is lame nigga i can't fucking take it now
Waking up at 2 pm cuz i fucked my sleep schedule
Im only seeing pain dont know if im gone ever gonna make it out
Im aching ouch placed in doubt this college shit ain't working out
2 blunts in my mouth like this white girl dick
Talk shit and my nigga s gone fight real quick
2 shots thru a nigga fuck fighting him
Still feel isolated like iverson
Im tired of this im tired as shit
Im tryna get my time baby
My dec sions raising questions
Mama think i'm lost crazy
Saddest thing is i dont think that i can prove her wrong lately
Drowning in this sea of self destruction on my own placing
Visions in the smoke of a nigga who's much better
Take a picture for it's gone, every timе i see the mirror
It's a nigga i don't love, why a nigga evеn here
I feel like everything is dumb when you are not sitting near
And kissing me inside your arms
Wit my tits inside yo palms
My imagination crazy when im sitting all alone
Baby no

I cannot take this pain
Waking up everyday
I do not feel okay
It's only shame
Only shame, only shame

Chaos inside my brain
No escape
Only pain
It's only shame
Only shame, only shame

Chaos inside my brain
No escape
Only pain
It's only shame