Weather (leaves me black)

I love you so much, and I know this doesn't
Count for me not being able to be there, but
I want to tell you I love you so much
And it's gonna be okay

And I know it doesn't feel that way now
And it's not okay now, but one day it will be
And I'm here, and I love you
You are such a wonderful person

And you're so kind, and you're talented, and you're sweet
And you deserve the best in life
And that will come around to you
And I'm so sorry it's been so hard

I love you melody, so, so, so, so much
Okay
It's gonna be okay

Never get better
When they ask, im just tired
Im so tired again
Never feel better
A bit under the weather
And I can't clear the clouds
Away

I still feel
A little undercut
I still feel
Like im not the one who fucked this up
You fucked this up

Im sorry I had to leave so early
Im sorry im so clingy
Im sorry I can't do much
Im sorry im such a fuck

I still feel
A little undercut
I still feel
Like your not the one who fucked this up
I fucked this up

I feel like there's a drummer pounding on my head
With sticks
And I feel like king kong's in my chest
He's banging
And I am screaming
But not speaking

I still feel
A little undercut
I still feel
Like we're not the ones who fucked this up
We fucked this up
We fucked this up!