Gates

Hey Mello whats this
This is the gate to my hell
Oh sounds cool what do you plan on doing
I'm not sure still deciding
If i really want you to hear what I have been writing down on my pages
Just want one of my songs to be in your playlist
Well that is awesome I'll give them a listen
Hey start with this song because the next is just me handling my fear
I gained some distance but I might start to settle down here
I say he is no longer important to me
But i'm most likely just one step ahead
Let's take a walk inside I'll show you around my mind
This is the first chapter of Mello's story
Debating if i should be proud
Contemplating if I should doubt
Maybe my abilities are not what I see
I've been learning to improve
I've waited so long already
It's time to let the world inside
This is my time
I'm working hard
Can you not hear it
Improvement beyond your comprehension
I've been asking myself if i really wanna make these songs
Yeah I've been questioning but that's how I improve
I ain't got a answer
But I'm aware of my issues
Looking forward to making some changes
The music will always evolve just as I do
My gates is finally open
This is what my hell loop brings
How could you ever say my life is complete
This is fate to me
Spit on every beat
I'm already 10 songs deep
Still I'm in demand of more time to make more rhymes
Can't slow it down
Spent all my money on musical gear
Can't cheap out on making dreams my career
Learnt to rap and produced an album this year
Imagine what I could be doing on my next premier
I'm so ahead I don't even compare
I created my own atmosphere
Mental game like a mountaineer
I'm a musicale engineer
Sometimes
My mind gets lost
In a world of dreams and make belief
Thinking about paradise
And what that means to me
It's internal peace
That's what I'm after
That's why I'm here
I'm searching for my dreams
Won't stop till there more than complete
Listen to my speech on repeat
This will always be more to me than you
Cause you haven't been tuned
Wait for it soon
I will improve
Make more moves
Feature more than balloons
Hold it down for more than 2
more feeling it in my core
That i haven't been here before
I am here for a reason
And maybe that's because
I was in hell
Its time to open my gates to the world
They been closed since i entered
I have just refused to see the light
Be my light
Get rid of this blight
Insides not alright
I need me to keep in touch
Accept that this is my version art
This rapping has helped me let go of the bars
That once held me in place
Now I'm feeling unsafe
Just a little bit uncomfortable
That I'm making time for myself
Got to Let everything go
I can't be overwhelmed
I need to stop listening to people who claim they know what I need to propel
I could never go back to my old cell
I finally escaped outta the real hell
I hope you understand i work with metaphors
Cause its fun to ignore the real world
Stepping into my gates is me changing my life
I changed my mind
I want to claim that i have control over my soul
I can choose the path that suits me
I can choose who I should believe
I'm investing all into my shot
I've loaded my golden bullet
I don't even care if you say I didn't fulfill it
This is the gates of Mello
These are the final words from me
Forget what you knew about me
I'm a different beast
Ahh