does it get easier?

Wake up with no regard
Flowers all in the yard
It's morning
Coffee I go outside
Finally, finally feelin' alright
Bed is certainly made
Oh that's so fucking great
It's gloomy
Maybe it finally rains
Praying this feeling lasts more then a day
But I know
Just like you do
The more things get better
The more I have to lose
Does it get easier?
Is it all in my mind?
Feels like a meteor
Just crashed through my life
I know I said it once
And I asked a thousand times
But does it get easier?
Or do I have to tell you I'm fine
Now it's finally night
Darkness got my invite
It's draining
Don't feel quite like myself
Why does nobody believe mental health
So I shut off my phone
Just want to be alone
Can't help it
No one cares anyway
Damn today kinda just started off great
But I know
Just like you do
The more things get better
The more I have to lose
Does it get easier?
Is it all in my mind?
Feels like a meteor
Just crashed through my life
I know I said it once
And I asked a thousand times
But does it get easier?
Or do I have to tell you I'm fine
It doesn't
No, it doesn't
Doesn't
But I still have to try
Does it get easier?
Does it get easier?
Or do I have to tell you I'm fine
Does it get easier?
Does it get easier?