If Not My Heart

Trying hard to hear myself whoever that is
How can I hear myself above all this noise
Taking my joy
Trying hard to see myself
As someone that deserves
The dreams inside myself
I need something good
Like I imagine it would
I’m still
Finding it hard finding, finding it hard to overcome
All of the doubts all of voices that hold me ransom
Making a stand making a step

Into the dark
Who do I trust
Who do I trust
If not my heart
If not my heart
If not my heart
If not my heart then who

Trying hard to figure out what all this means
Ups and downs and in between’s
Holding my breath
Waves in my chest
I’m still

Finding it hard finding, finding it hard to overcome
All of the doubts all of voices that hold me ransom
Making a stand making step into the dark
Who do I trust
Who do I trust
If not my heart

If not my heart
If not my heart
If not my heart then who
Oooo
If not my heart
If not my heart then who
If not my heart then who

If not my heart X6
If not my heart
If not my heart
If not my heart then who