The Maze

How am I gonna get out of this maze?
Don't even know why I'm inside of it
Everywhere I go is a dead end
And I'm high-key getting tired of it
Every time I think I'mma get out
My life gotta Ctrl-Z
Not even gonna call for help
Cuz I already know I'm lonely
Where is everybody anyway?
They gotta be watching me somehow
They probably know I won't get out
Doesn't matter if I walk or run now
I'mma be here till sundown, I don't even know if it's day or night
When I look up from where I'm at, all I see is a bright light
And I know it ain't the sun, cuz I'd be blinded by the rays
I wouldn't feel so secluded and I'd prolly find a way
But nope not today, this stupid game I gotta play
Got my brain on the case, with little info to display
To be honest I really think this maze is changing
Impossible for me to even be retracing
Any of my steps because they're all being erased and
If I go to the left, the right has separated
Now my sanity is starting to falter a bit
I don't got no meth but I feel like Walter the kid
ADHD over 808 beats, not the Joyner Lucas tape
But they evaluating me on a screen
Watching my every move, TBH I'm not surprised
Someone's always watching me, but I don't care about those guys
Life's too short to focus on someone else, they haven't learned that yet
These people are as weird as it gets, looking at everybody as a threat
Especially those that don't agree with their point of view, if I point at you
I've appointed you, to a poignant view cuz I'm poking holes in your phony truth
I can't see you but I feel your presence, feels like an eternal pain
Shot me twice, shame on me, but I'm not gon deter the stain
I'm leaving it there as a reminder of you and your juegos
Almost made me crack my head open like huevos
I stayed intact by the grace of God
Still alive after facing odds
These obstacles, phasing not
Compared to that of a raisin box
But on the other hand, I feel like I'm going to my doom
Still hope I make it out of here even if I'm the lowest in the room