Scary Thoughts

"Most of the time I feel alone
Like people may see me as like this outgoing person
That's loud and stuff
But actually I'm, I'm really, uh, in my head most of the time, uh
I don't ever think that in my whole life
I will ever get rid of this feeling of being alone
Like that's just a part of who I am
All the thoughts that I have, are in my head and I'm not gonna tell anyone
I don't know
I feel safe, you know, if I, if I was to talk to somebody it would be very scary
To like talk about the darkest parts of yourself and, uhm, I don't know
I feel like I'm on a very self-destructive path, like not with drugs or anything, but, uhm
I don't do drugs, I'm afraid of that kinda stuff
But like I don't do stuff, I should probably meet up with people that care about me
And have good talks and stuff
But I just rather not do that, I don't know, that's scary"