I Don't Wanna Be Friends

You know
I’m not over it yet
Even though
I should try to forget
But I won’t
'Cause it’s hell in your head
When you give everything
And you never get anything back
(And you never get anything back)

I don’t believe that everything was all just pretend
And I can’t just back away and let it happen again

And I need you
I believed when you said
You’d be here till the end
And I need you
Let me hold you forever
I won’t ever let go again

You know
I’ve been stuck in my head
And I won’t
Even get out of bed
Cause my home hasn’t felt
Like a home since you left
And I can’t keep pretending I’m doing fine

How can I pretend I’m okay when
I keep failing again and again and again

And I need you
I believed when you said
You’d be here till the end
And I need you
Let me hold you forever
I won’t ever let go again

I won’t
I won’t just let you go

I don’t believe that everything was all just pretend
And I can’t just back away and let it happen again

And I need you
I believed when you said
You’d be here till the end
And I need you
Let me hold you forever
I won’t ever let go again