Where Do I Begin?

I miss you
I miss the timbre in your voice
I miss the way we used to be
and I went to the grocery store today
I saw three things that spelled your name
but I
but I
I wanna die
Sometimes I cry
In the early morning and afternoon
Cause I'd rather be alone
Yeah I
I hate the consequence of fear
How do I always end up here
This is my life
But I belong
I sing my song
I'm always wrong
And I hate this growing up that I have to do
I know it's true
But I miss the timbre in your voice
September didn't have to be this way
I miss you
Like the sunlight back in June
The way it danced in my bedroom
But now
Now I rise before the sky
Has time to catch up
But I survive
At least I try my best
To just get through the week
Cause I
I wanna die
Sometimes I cry
In the early morning and afternoon
But I
Yeah, I'd rather be alone
These days