impasse
Marylin Graves
I stare in my mirror every day
And I can't seethe real me
I've gotten so used to hiding myself away
I can't find me anymore
I'm lost
Who am I
Who was I
How can I get back
To being alright
Cause I'm not alright
People asking all the time
How're you doing
Are you fine
Are you over her
Cause it's time
But I
Always look back on my past
There's so much that I hate there
Who was I back then
Where did I put all the pieces of myself
Did I lose them along the way
Or are they in someone else's hands
I wish to know
What did I do to deserve this
I'm not as bold
To scream at the world
But I wish that I could
Some people dance
Some people laugh
But I cry alone in my bed
Cause there's no one else around
I'm numb
I'm alone right now
I feel lonely right now
How can I get out