PTSD (Post Touring Singer's Depression)

Honey, I'm home, come and kiss me on the cheek
Son, how'd you grow a foot in just 3 weeks
There's light bulbs out and builders to meet
Man, it gets real so fast

Picking up the pieces of my broken bones
Feeling pretty old after 48 shows
& Yeah, I lost weight, thanks for noticing though
I'm trying to keep the demons down

Still don't know if I can shake the shakes
Or kill the chills, but
Maybe I can try
Not to die inside

I'm headed for it, baby
Headed for the breakdown
I'm headed for it, baby
Headed for the breakdown

Wanna see a movie, I'm a little behind
Let's try to find one you haven't seen this time
Just make it kinda early and I'll be just fine
Promise I won't pass out
School teacher conference while I'm still on the wheel
A hell-bent hamster chasing ephedrine pills
Lookin' for the mail
Instead of looking for a thrill
Am I waking up or coming down

Still don't know if I can shake the shakes
Or kill the chills, but
Maybe I can try
Not to die inside

I'm headed for it, baby
Headed for the breakdown
I'm headed for it, baby
Headed for the breakdown