Depth of Solitude

Depths of solitude (feat. J Cook)
Depths of solitude tell me where do I begin
It's a cold cold road from beginning to the end
It's a diverse world but still I cannot blend
So Tell me when
When are you gonna come see me
I paint my mind on the canvas of a blue sea
Nothing but water and the horizon I told myself what a sight to see
So tell me,
Tell me what love is,
Is it to do something for somebody and expect nothing back?
Then if that's the case let me put all my love in this track
Cause trust me I don't expect nothing back just hear me out
Hear me out this one time for real,
If you are the person that I love the most, my strength, my backbone, my boulder, my everything.
But you made it seem like you rather be with somebody I hated the most at the time
Maybe you were right. I'm the one that had to go, maybe it was a sign of the times, sign of the times.
I know I know I've acted crazy I often act way out of line, like way out of line
But it doesn't mean that I wasn't gonna shine
You know
I'm still gonna get what's mine you know
Cause life's got a young boy's heart in a different place
The new world show him just no faith
The way he runs this across all states
Like thief in the night hill running heaven's gate
I'm that young boy from south Jakarta
With the whole world on his shoulder
He moved to America where the weather is colder
He was all alone he thought to himself when is it gonna be over
When does his loved ones gonna come over
Come over,
I remember that night you told me
You do not live alone in this world
Everything stop for a moment except my mind
And I tried very hard to keep my mouth shut
And I thought to myself
But that's how I feel tho
But that's how you make me feel tho
If the most important person of his life rather be with somebody he hated the most then who am I suppose to love
Damn this sh*t is tough
Cause life's got a young boy's heart in a different place
The new world show him just no faith
The way he runs this across all states
Like thief in the night hill running heavens gate
But life goes on
So he put his big boys jacket on
He got one too many story to tell
Knocked down so many times always been saved by the bell
Someone higher is watching him from higher places
Is a fair warning for everybody not to fu*k with him.